I wish such a thing existed. I love being part of a family;
home schooling combined with the cultish religion of my upbringing means my
only true peers are my siblings. I love cooking for people and playing stupid games
and laughing at ourselves. But holidays have become a tumultuous time for
me. Resentments and expectations are
everywhere and I would rather not have any of it. Maybe family will be a thing
of the past…maybe I’m building a new family with my partner and I should just
focus on that.
I miss my old family. I hate the way my mom treats me.
