Sunday, November 16, 2014
I wish such a thing existed. I love being part of a family; home schooling combined with the cultish religion of my upbringing means my only true peers are my siblings. I love cooking for people and playing stupid games and laughing at ourselves. But holidays have become a tumultuous time for me. Resentments and expectations are everywhere and I would rather not have any of it. Maybe family will be a thing of the past…maybe I’m building a new family with my partner and I should just focus on that.
I miss my old family. I hate the way my mom treats me.